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The existence of....
and it never ends.
Created on 2007-02-15 06:33:04 (#12289012), last updated 2008-10-10
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This is a "Friends Only" journal. If you would like to be added, please send me a message. I love making new friends and would love to have more. So please feel free to add me, but I would also like for it to be a mutual friendship. Also I LOVE to read what you have to say on any of my posts......so please feel free to comment on anything and everything.
I came here to LJ, to see if journaling would help me get through the day. You will find that I am mostly a negative person due to what I've been through in my life, but I am working on this because I want to be a good, positive example for my son. I want to be a more positive person and try to do so everyday. You will also find that I think backwards than most people. That's just the way my brain got programmed when I was small, as I grew up. I have people that are helping me work on that too.
So you will find that I'm a work in progress. Hopefully a diamond in the rough. :)
I mostly like staying at home under the a/c. I quilt, crochet and am trying to get back to oil painting. I am also trying out acrylics. I also have the supplies for watercolor pencils, charcoal and regular drawing pencils, but haven't gotten them out because I'm afraid of failure. I'm afraid that what I attempt to draw will be so hideous that I can't face myself anymore and will have to throw it away. I am a perfectionist and have always been one. However I do not require that out of my friends. I have learned that much. That everyone is imperfect.
I have Bipolar with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder and panic attacks and am on a crap load of meds for all of this. One handful of my meds is enough for breakfast!!! lol... That's why I am generally depressed. But I try not to bring my friends down because I don't want to lose them. I have communities where I can air my depression.
So again, I love to make new friends, just send me a message or comment.
Have a good day!
Sincerely,
Katy
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